The girl, her mouth, and saying too much!

Greetings Everyone!

Master and the girl spent a nice day out on the motorcycle yesterday, taking advantage of the unseasonably warm weather. There was one particular point when Master couldn’t get the bike to start, but it turned out to be nothing more than a loose battery wire. Master also stopped by a property that’s for rent which he is interested in. The place was great, had lots of room, two out buildings, and plenty of parking if Master ever decided to have some dungeon parties. Master won’t know until later this week if the place will be available or not since they have someone who might be interested already.

The girl, her mouth, and saying too much!
The girl is a member of FetLife.com and a fairly active member when time permits, which lately hasn’t been too often. There was a thread about the phrase “I am disappointed in you” as it relates to when one’s Master or Mistress utters that phrase. Here’s the girl’s response to this particular thread:

Is that phrase devastating to you?
This is a phrase that Master has never used and yes, the girl would be absolutely devastated to hear that phrase from Master.
Is it the worst thing he could ever say to you?
No, the worst thing Master could ever say is "you are released."
This girl tends to take things to heart and also tends to wear her emotions on her sleeve. Master has jokingly said "bad girl" before and knew instantly that the girl didn't take it as a joke because of her reaction.

Yesterday morning while talking to Master about the thread, the girl was going on and on about things she’d consider far worse than that particular phrase. After rambling off about the fourth thing and as Master’s grin grew, the girl stopped mid thought and mumbled “crap, I’ve done it again; you know Master, sometimes I am my own worst enemy!” Master just smiled and the girl is sure was laughing to himself. This seems to be a very common problem the girl has, she hands to Master the very things for her own undoing. Sort of hard not to when the girl openly talks to Master about anything and everything, just need to learn to filter those thoughts sometimes!

Anyway, hope everyone had a good weekend!

Peace and love,
slave isabelle owned and collared by Sir Rick

WTF???

Greetings Everyone,

So, Halloween is over, Thanks Giving is going to be here before we know it, so why do they already have Christmas stuff out at the stores and have actually started playing Christmas music on the radio??? What the f is up with that??? (For those not in the know, the girl is not allowed to use swear words or foul language)

Today was spent with Master out on the motorcycle since we actually have great weather for this time of year. This evening after dropping the girl's daughter off at work, Master and the girl went out to dinner to a Mexican buffet (the only Mexican buffet the girl has ever known of). The sun was setting, the sunset looked wonderful, and that was when the girl noticed the background music; they were playing Christmas music! In disbelief the girl listened for a bit before she thought it might actually be a recording, but she was wrong! The radio station was already playing Christmas music.

What has happened to the actual meaning of Christmas, everything having become so commercialized and about nothing but money. Sadly, the girl believes Christmas serves like a sad testament to the world today. Everything, and the girl means everything, is about money. People's lives are weighed at their death not by what they have done during their life, but rather by how much wealth they accumulated. Today, money is valued above all else and to the girl people seem to not see other aspects of people.

In the states people are viewed as what they do; people's jobs define them. The girl views jobs like something one must do to survive, people's jobs do not define them.

Since we all end up at the same final destination, what truly matters is the path we have taken to reach that end destination. Since we can't take it with us when we go, does it really make a difference? The girl would much rather have people reflect back on what she's done with her life rather than how much wealth she accumulated (which actually is none). Material things hold little value to the girl; material things come and go, those hard fought possession can be taken away far more quickly then it took to accumulate them; just ask someone who's been through bankruptcy, or had a natural disaster take everything they had. No, material things hold little interest for the girl.

For the girl, things that truly matter are the experiences she has had, the memories everything bring, the giving freely of herself to another, her education, her writings, and other non-tangible things. Non-tangibles can never be taken away from one (not counting something like Alzheimer's or some other mind altering disease) and these things the girl actually values over things like material possessions. Yes, actually having been a slave the girl's entire adult life might have something to do with her outlook, or is it possible she makes a good slave because of her views on material possessions? Hard to say, but since she's not sure perhaps she'll take some time to explore this in another essay when she has more time.

Thank goodness the girl is Wiccan, a slave, and values things other than money! Sometimes the materialistic world we live in actually confuses the heck out of her! Everything will return to normal in 48-days once Christmas finally comes to a close for 2009! So, remember to get that Christmas shopping done!!!

Done with ranting for like 10-minutes or until the girl finds another topic to rant about!

Peace and love,

slave isabelle owned and collared by Sir Rick

Many things going on…

Greetings Everyone!

Well, this girl is actually still alive and kicking; she's too ornery to be otherwise!

Halloween was a fun time for both Master and the girl, with Master taking her to a masquerade ball hosted by two of the local groups we belong to. The girl basically went dressed gothic (no real surprise there) and Master also went gothic too! Guess the girl's gothic ways have rubbed off on Master and Master actually gave the girl permission to go even further gothic in her dress too, but she digresses.

The girl also wore a number of temporary tattoos, one was a zipper that started just below the pendant on her collar, went down between her breasts to finally come to an end at her belly button. Just about everyone at the party loved the tattoo, asking if she had always had the tattoo, and just generally loved the tattoo. Master said that because of the number of comments, that if the girl got one additional comment about the tattoo, Master was going to make the tattoo a permanent thing. So, when one of the girl's Master friends found out about Master making the tattoo permanent if she got one additional comment had to go out of his way to tell Master how much he liked the tattoo. Luckily, Master has been out of town for work, so Master's not had a chance to do good on his threat, so actually only time will tell!

When Master took this girl to the dungeon for a sound beating and play time, Master put her on an Andrews cross. Lately the girl has liked blood play and actually can't seem to get enough blood play, but it takes longer to heal. Master had carved "slave" on this girl's back the weekend before when we were playing down in Wichita and Master's cutting hadn't healed completely, so the girl's back got sore quicker than usual. Towards the end of playing, she begged him to cut her, but alas, Master didn't have any scalpels available and Master's knife doesn't cut well. The girl said loudly, "anyone have a scalpel??? Please!" But not one person had any scalpels which actually upset the girl since she loves to get bloody lately; well, she also loves when Master sets her on fire too.

Actually, everything Halloween night was fun and she's so looking forward to next year!

School has been going well too and the likes her classes. Actually, one of the reasons she's not been updating her blog as frequently is because school has been taking up most of her time. She's going to try to update more frequently, especially since there has been lots going on in her life which is lifestyle related. Also, since Master made comments about missing her blogs, she actually thinks she should try to post more frequently.

Hope everyone is doing well!

Peace and love,
slave isabelle owned and collared by Sir Rick

Happy Halloween

Greetings Everyone!

Just wanted to say that I hope everyone has a great Samhain!

Master and the girl are going to a Halloween party tonight which promises to be great. Not sure if the cuttings Master did on my back last weekend have healed enough to take too much of a beating, but one can always hope!

Should have tons to blog about after tonight!

Peace and love,

slave isabelle owned and collared by Sir Rick

Battle of the hair dye!

Greetings Everyone,

It’s been a long time since the girl has posted much of anything to any of her blogs, so guess a very long overdue update is in order.

Battle of the hair dye!
Recently Master gave the girl permission to add some purple tones to her hair color, so late last night while waiting for Master to get home from a trip out of town the girl decided to dye her hair. Her hair is normally dyed black, so adding purple to her hair color should only have added a purplish tone to her black hair.

Anyway, the girl puts on a pair of gloves, some Vaseline around her ears and along her hairline and went to town with the dye. Mind you the girl regularly dyes her hair so she’s familiar with all the little tricks to keep from getting dye everywhere. The main difference is that the purple hair dye is demi-permanent and was a thick paste the girl was to comb through her hair. So far so good, except for a few spots on the girl’s back her hair brushed up against; leaving purple streaks on her back. Oh, but wait, there’s more!

After waiting the instructed 15-minutes the girl jumps into the shower. Typically at this stage of things, the girl doesn’t normally wear gloves while rinsing out the hair dye (yes, she knows they recommend it, put it’s never been a problem). The girl lets the water run over her for a few minutes while she works her fingers through her hair to rinse out the hair dye. Pulling her hands from her head and opening her eyes, she finds her hands have been turned purple! Ops! But that’s not the worst of it, she’s now purple from head to toe! To make matters worse, it doesn’t seem to want to come off either! (The girl won’t even mention the shower stall having also been turned purple!)

Grabbing the bath gloves that are kept in the shower, the girl puts them on, lathers up with soap, and proceeds to scrub herself raw from neck down to her feet! Luckily, most of the dye comes off her skin, but her hands and feet seem to have a demi-permanent purple color to them! Let’s not even go into the girl’s ears, neck, and face!

Climbing out of the shower, the girl dries off and tries to scrub some of the dye from her face. Some of it comes off, but there is a definite purplish tint to her complexion now.

Battle of the hair dye round 1: Winner, the hair dye!

To only add insult to injury as they say, one can hardly even see the purple tint to the girl’s hair too! UG! Seems like a battle in futility! The girl’s hair can’t really take bleaching either since she burned it some time back when she went from red back to blonde and had to use a color remover kit to get the red out!

Battle of the hair dye round 2: Stay tuned to see what happens next!

Should have more later after trying to return my skin to some semblance of normality!

Peace and love,
slave isabelle owned and collared by Sir Rick

Collars and pendants

Greetings Everyone,

Well, in the month of my absence the girl had a birthday and finds herself a year older (wiser is open to debate). On March 24th of this year Master placed his formal collar around the girl's neck, which the girl wears 24/7 and has only had removed twice. For the girl's birthday, Master bought the girl a pendant for her collar; it's a pentagram in the background and the medical alert symbol in the foreground. It's sterling silver and looks absolutely wonderful on the girls collar.

The girl has been extremely happy with the collar Master selected too, it's a Turian collar that closes with a screw that requires an Allen wrench to tighten or loosen. The collar's hing is a true piece of workmanship and has never caught the girl's hair in it (a common complaint some of the girl's friends have had about other collars). Both times when the girl's collar had to be removed, the girl was in tears, even though she understood the reason behind it's temporary removal.

The weekend before the girl's birthday, Master took the girl to a jewelry store here in the Kansas City area that is lifestyle friendly. Wandering around the store the girl came across this one pendant that just called to her; the girl believes that sometimes things pick us and not the other way around. The girl showed the piece to Master, who also immediately liked the piece too, but noticed that the hoop on it was too small to fit the girl's collar. Anyway, turns out they could replace the loop with a larger one that fit! Master had to remove the collar and to be honest that was almost a deal breaker for the girl, she wasn't willing to remove the collar...anyway, Master ended up buying the pendant for the girl's collar.

Cage

Last night was the girl's second night to sleep in the new cage Master has built. The cage has a hardwood floor and while the girl is used to sleeping on the floor it's usually carpeted, so sleeping on the hardwood floor of the cage has been somewhat uncomfortable. The girl actually has a bruise on her hip from sleeping on it in the cage. The girl mentioned this to Master today and Master has decided to put something on the bottom of the cage to help with this problem. In the past when staying with the Master who the girl lived with before coming to Master's household, the girl used a roll-up exercise mat when she had to sleep on the hardwood floor.

Since Master has finished the cage the girl hasn't been invited back into Master's bed; Master said he likes to look over at the cage and seeing the girl sleeping in it. The girl does tend to sleep better in a cage or on the floor then on a bed, although she's learned to like having a pillow. There is just something about being in a cage that makes the girl feel safe, secure, cared for, and a valuable possession. Don't know if other's feel any of these things, but that's how this girl feels being kept in a cage.

Master's work has gotten busy and it seems that Master is going to have to spend the next couple of weeks out of town for work with it starting tomorrow. He's going out of town for just one day this week since we have the camp out and Master has Friday off. He's going to be working a 20+ hour shift tomorrow, so the girl worries about Master being tired when he gets behind the wheel of a car to return home, then again the girl tends to worry about a lot of things too.

That's about it for the moment...

Peace and love,

slave isabelle owned and collared by Sir Rick

Cages, camping, and college; all things that start with ‘c’

It’s been a very long time since I have posted anything to my blog, but with being back in school full-time I simply have been swamped with school work. It’s been difficult enough to keep up with my chores around the house and Master has been understanding about that so far. My schedule of late is Monday through Friday from 8 till 2 at the university, about an average of three to four hours of studying per night on top of my other duties around the house. In sort, I don’t have much free time these days.

School is going very well so far; I have a total of six classes for a total of 16-credits. Considering it’s my first time back on campus in a long time, my schedule is rather aggressive. I am taking an accelerated algebra class that meets five days per week and is work six credit. I also have an honors contract for English and while it’s only a one credit course, it actually takes far more time than any of my other classes. My other two classes are sociology and psychology.

This past weekend Master finished construction a new cage for the house. I actually got to sleep in it last night for the first time and am looking forward to many more nights spent in the cage. The cage is made of wood, is 5-feet long, 3-feet wide, and about 32-inches tall. Since I have never been one to stretch out when I sleep, the cage is roomy enough for me. The only outstanding thing to be done to the cage is to stain it and apply a clear coat sealant, which Master hopes to have finished before this coming weekend. I have posted a couple of pictures of the cage along with this post.

This coming weekend Master is taking the girl out camping with one of the local groups we belong to. The camp-out goes from Friday afternoon through Sunday and promises to be a ton of fun. There will also be a knife play demo by Master Malik and Master has given the girl permission to be a demo dummy for the evening. I love knife play, so this should be a most fun demo.

The only down side is that I have the rough draft of a paper due Friday and the final paper due Monday, so it looks like a good portion of my camping weekend is going to be spent doing homework. My book bag is never far from reach and seems to have become my purse as of late. The only thing that has me concerned is that we are expecting a bit of rain this coming weekend and I’ll have my laptop and books with me; last thing I need if for any of them to get wet and/or ruin my computer. I guess I’ll just keep the computer and books in the car and only use them in there, that should at least prevent them from getting wet, but still I worry about it.

Anyway, just wanted to post a quick note to let people know that I am still around, alive and kickin’!

Peace and love,
slave isabelle owned and collared by Sir Rick